It is crazy to think that if we had still been together that I would have went to your junior prom on Friday, that we would be going out for 3 and a half years and that we would still be talking about getting pregnant soon. To think of all the places that my life has taken me and where I want to be, I am sure glad that the path I could have went down is not the one that I am currently on. I may have a few regrets on how I got here but now that I am here I wouldn’t change it for the world
Things are finally starting to look up for me in this world. I may not know here I am goof to be at the end of the journey called life but I am going to do what makes me happy. I’ll be in LA in a year and a half. Short term goal of my life right now
So much to say with no time to say it. Words are never enough yet they are everything. They say actions are louder than words but I can hear anything. When you actions say one thing but your mind is telling you another, in which direction do you go. Here enlies the problem. That society and moral tell you one thing but your inner self tells you another. No one ever teaches you when to follow your gut and when to follow what’s right. Down this narrow path called life is supposed to be some grand ending, but how do you know which way will lead you to the grandest of them all. I for one can see no greater ending then the one I have chosen. God has given multiple paths but only ever one ending.